Ive known/or cared about so many of the animals that have been killed or harmed by the drugs that lay around the library(and padden lagoon in fairhaven) and nasty foods garbage and dog/human poop. Its added so much grief and stress to my life. Its absolutely part of getting sick of drug addicts and scum to the degree that I just cannot live in a building full of them. our city used to have standards. now there is literally no apartment for me to live in that doesnt have this "type" in it that is subsidized, since I am in need.

I think its safe to say.. if I go to jail/locked up at all after these mother fuckers got away with breaking into my apt multiple times and stole stuff got on laptops ipads etc. people have got away with extreme aggressive stalking, pointing guns at me, drugging me, 50k in thefts over a decade, I see drug users all over the place, I see people throwing things breaking things all the time, people are allowed to use drugs in public and leave stuff where wildlife dies from eating it. now they themselves burned down a building, possibly made up a dead person to get more gofundme money of thousands of dollars. THEN THIS JUDGE AND PROSECUTOR NEED TO BE FIRED FROM THEIR JOBS BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY. will you help? Bellingham/whatcom county has a lot of people who live their life like criminal trash they could focus on. Ive lived my whole adult life not doing anything near criminal and not ever thinking about it. lately everyone wants to force ssi recipients and homeless into it. by forcing Im talking about stuff that shouldnt be criminal- like stealing from you or attempting to everyday of your life so you have to chose to stand up for yourself at some point, or you are forced to sleep illegally because the city doesnt have any housing that is crime free that you can pay for, and doesnt have any shelters that are safe where you dont have to stand up for yourself and be jailed for assault instead of tresspass.

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Jan 9th: the court is still lying about everything as far as i can tell. I called the front desk of municipal court and they used a few different sentences that were missing words again (pretty sure to gaslight me). i had continously been reporting the thefts and everyone is trying to hide them, they also are using some northwest defense thing as public defenders and appear to have picked out an attorney PRIOR to my arraignment hearing, which means they have these people planned out and the public defender is possibly part of them getting away with burning down the building. i dont trust these people worth shit. the whole court is corrupt. I cant wait until pre trial in feb. to see where it goes. i need help and i need to do something about this shit right now somehow.

Jan 4th/2024: my wifi hotspot works everywhere now except for where i sleep out of the rain under the awnings(specifically 12th and harris). ,, when the people were trying to access my ip address it was to block it from "their block" where many of them steal and drink alcohol. and the people who came out to say i shouldnt have internet were damn mass junkie looking and suspiciously drive around at 2 am like they are breaking into places. But its the "priviliged" little alcohol drinkers that are the problem, who cant stand to see me working, creating and caring about wildlife. Most of these priviliged people probably arent even from here they just go around lying about the poors. anyway, just another highly toxic discrimination out of a long string of them.

So, looking at the restraining orders. there were only 3 females. I dont know of any fourth female. So i dont have any way of knowing who the restraining order is even on. And on top of that, the judge had the restraining orders set for like 30 years instead of one year. I was running from people trying to kidnap me and another guy who'd raped me where the restraining order was for one year. I dont know why the judge in the municipal court is so damn out of control.

So markis dee was trying to convince me to do some type of mental illness court early on, but was also saying things I couldnt follow. none of this shit makes any sense. and there was also someone very shady who called that I mentioned in this post. I am so god damn done dealing with this. Its JAN 22 2024 and I was arrested in NOVEMBER. how could i still have not been able to see ANY of what shit they are making up so I can do something about it!! THE POLICE ARE LYING SACKS OF SHIT WHO SIDE WITH CRIMINAL SCUM CONSISTENTLY.

THeres so much to think about and alot thats happened in 40 years that is stuff that was never supposed to happen in the first place. I honestly think Im in way over my head and have been for some time. the plane being shot down in ukraine happened a long time ago, but I dont even know who would go to what lengths to cover that shit up, I already know Markis is NOT a friend. and I dont know if Judge lev was friends with the people responsible.

when I was getting arrested I talked about a northwest defense in terms of going after the police for being dirty and the city for letting all the criminal scum get away with everything all the time. I was NOT saying I was the one breaking into places or stealing etc. I was saying everyone else needed to pay. I think the police might try to make it look like I was admitting to stuff instead, but I cant even do anything about it, because I havent seen any discovery or got any information about my case. Im having a hard time staying awake, and having weird symptoms again today after what ever the fuck they did to me last night when I slept in front of current and furbish. Todays Date is January 27th 2024. Theres also this poo showing up everywhere on sidewalks that has little orange pieces in it like someone is sick but I have not seen any homeless males like at all lately at night. I Dont know if theres someone around I havent seen.

I believe the haggens in fairhaven has been calling someone and slandering me, atleast one worker has anyway. And now someone (dont know if it was staff or not) in village books called someone to report me, saying i was someone in the grace program (never applied but markis dee has been pushing it) and that i changed my underwear in the bathroom (cause apparently they watch me that hard around fairhaven) I dont know what the hell to do. people in bellingham need to be held accountable. including the police and courts.

What would you do in this situation?