Ive known/or cared about so many of the animals that have been killed or harmed by the drugs that lay around the library(and padden lagoon in fairhaven) and nasty foods garbage and dog/human poop. Its added so much grief and stress to my life. Its absolutely part of getting sick of drug addicts and scum to the degree that I just cannot live in a building full of them. our city used to have standards. now there is literally no apartment for me to live in that doesnt have this "type" in it that is subsidized, since I am in need.
I think its safe to say.. if I go to jail/locked up at all after these mother fuckers got away with breaking into my apt multiple times and stole stuff got on laptops ipads etc. people have got away with extreme aggressive stalking, pointing guns at me, drugging me, 50k in thefts over a decade, I see drug users all over the place, I see people throwing things breaking things all the time, people are allowed to use drugs in public and leave stuff where wildlife dies from eating it. now they themselves burned down a building, possibly made up a dead person to get more gofundme money of thousands of dollars. THEN THIS JUDGE AND PROSECUTOR NEED TO BE FIRED FROM THEIR JOBS BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY. will you help? Bellingham/whatcom county has a lot of people who live their life like criminal trash they could focus on. Ive lived my whole adult life not doing anything near criminal and not ever thinking about it. lately everyone wants to force ssi recipients and homeless into it. by forcing Im talking about stuff that shouldnt be criminal- like stealing from you or attempting to everyday of your life so you have to chose to stand up for yourself at some point, or you are forced to sleep illegally because the city doesnt have any housing that is crime free that you can pay for, and doesnt have any shelters that are safe where you dont have to stand up for yourself and be jailed for assault instead of tresspass.
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Jan 9th: the court is still lying about everything as far as i can tell. I called the front desk of municipal court and they used a few different sentences that were missing words again (pretty sure to gaslight me). i had continously been reporting the thefts and everyone is trying to hide them, they also are using some northwest defense thing as public defenders and appear to have picked out an attorney PRIOR to my arraignment hearing, which means they have these people planned out and the public defender is possibly part of them getting away with burning down the building. i dont trust these people worth shit. the whole court is corrupt. I cant wait until pre trial in feb. to see where it goes. i need help and i need to do something about this shit right now somehow.
Jan 4th/2024: my wifi hotspot works everywhere now except for where i sleep out of the rain under the awnings(specifically 12th and harris). ,, when the people were trying to access my ip address it was to block it from "their block" where many of them steal and drink alcohol. and the people who came out to say i shouldnt have internet were damn mass junkie looking and suspiciously drive around at 2 am like they are breaking into places. But its the "priviliged" little alcohol drinkers that are the problem, who cant stand to see me working, creating and caring about wildlife. Most of these priviliged people probably arent even from here they just go around lying about the poors. anyway, just another highly toxic discrimination out of a long string of them.
So, looking at the restraining orders. there were only 3 females. I dont know of any fourth female. So i dont have any way of knowing who the restraining order is even on. And on top of that, the judge had the restraining orders set for like 30 years instead of one year. I was running from people trying to kidnap me and another guy who'd raped me where the restraining order was for one year. I dont know why the judge in the municipal court is so damn out of control.